and there was light, and peace, and much greatness

this is where i felt God lead me tonight. i was pretty wound up, didn't know where to go, just felt like driving, i try and listen to where to turn and when, i went on what seemed like a wild goose chase, do to me being so wound up. i pulled over and couldn't get my thoughts to settle down.. till i turned my head to the left and saw this amazingly beautiful view. and it was just like a calm unwinding. it was pretty amazing. now, I'm home. :)

I GOT MY PASSPORT!

So after almost two months of waiting, two weeks of which were spent on the phone and going through boxes, and almost 4 hours at the federal building in LA. I PROVED I WAS BORN!!!!!! yay! and got my passport!

AHH! i leave on monday! i can't wait! sooo excited, and a little worried, not sure what to expect, but oh the beauty will be amazing. i have to start packing! i need to go shopping! i need to get a hike and two or three partys in this weekend before i leave...

haha my dog is hugging the little boy.

haha and now the little boy is hugging the dog.

and today it snowed and rained...

No school for the kid's today, so..
today i worked over 13 hours, the kids were way cute and it was a good day.so lately they've been wanting to play with my knitting needles. taking already made clothes and toy's and stuff and pretending to knit them, having a knitting store and the like. today they asked me to teach them how to knit. so cute! matthew is 5 and kady is 10, and they were both so into it, so intense! it was great, they both did really good, mathew needs help wile he knits, he's so concentrated, so focused he was even sticking his tongue out while trying to get a stitch today, a sure sign of intensity and focus! kady is able to knit pretty much on her own, only with a little bit of help here and there, missing a handful of stitches on each row, but trying so hard, and doing such a good job. i mentioned to kady about her doing a really good job and she said something to the effect of "well i always watch you do it all the time". my job really is rewarding.

oh the thinks you can think..

So last night on the way home from band practice.
it was stormy and pouring down rain.
as we were about to get off the freeway to get gas, me and Cody saw this huge geyser of water and lights and decided to take a detour to see what it was. there were cops and water all over, it was an amazing site to see, red and blue lights, rain and a magnificent geyser all in the middle of day creek.

so me and Cody went to the next road over to take some pictures.

the weather was amazing, not to cold, just nice. i loved it.
Random is Amazing.
I'm happy that my brother was up for an adventure.

My Secret letter to You.

The only thing i feel i can share with you...is this..
I got a shake yesterday and drank it almost all. i felt sick,
and thought i might be lactose intolerant..
later that night i had gas and it smelled really bad.
I thought of you.

i miss you...