Random Is Beautiful

This is very unedited. maybe i will get to it later.
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It's almost 1am and i am so tired. today i went for about a six mile walk with coleen. we found a bunch of citrus trees along the path, and they were so good, i love fresh fruit like that. we had a bunch of good conversations, it's nice to have a girl friend. after then i went out to dinner just me :) el pollo loco BRC burrito with green sauce, and starbucks double chocolate chip something or other, just what i wanted tonight. then i spent about an hour in the yarn section at Michael's, trying to decide what color to make a sweater, and what type of yarn i to use, i wanted someone to ask me what i was doing, because after a while of staring at yarn im sure people start to think im just crazy. i ended up not even buying the yarn, i will go back tomorrow and pick something cute out, now that i have had more time to think about it. this is going to be a bigger project then just some little scarf. from Michael's i decided to go home and promptly changed my mind and just kept driving, i ended up on the north part of rancho and found amazing houses with really elaborate Christmas lights still up. it was such a nice drive up there.. i ended up in alta loma at a park i had been to twice, but each time in such a different way that till today i had no idea they were the same place. i got all bundled up (even though it really wasn't cold) and sat on the swings for a while and just look at the city. at this park from this place you can see all the city lights strewn across like a glitter on the sea, i just saw so much beauty tonight. i love being in that place, it's like being in God's arms, a warm lovely embrace.
I spent last night with my sister, we had a taco night at marks house and watched american gangster, it was a good night and david G made a apple pie thing, so good, the tacos were amazing! i love my sister.

Tonight the park was amazing, alone, just me and the swings. the drive was nice, it had been a while since i had such a laid back drive on those roads. the Christmas lights were nice to. fresh fruit and a really long walk with a friend makes for a nice day, and the weather was Amazing. and spending time with my sister was just really good.