I love this song... but my thoughts today are not so much for that song.. just how those are the only words that express how badly i want to go out in this world... and "subdue" it?
I cannot explain, I cannot express how badly my heart turns and flips inside of my chest when i think about the great out doors, the unknown of this world.. just traveling, i see shows about it and i get to anxious i feel that I could explode, that i am just going to fall over of exhaustion from being so worked up and excited about the thoughts and dreams... my desires.
my heart and eye's are even drawn to guys with the same passions... the three guy's I've perused or "dated" have had the same heart, something inside of them spins when they are faced with or think about hiking, camping, backpacking... the great outdoors.
I cannot explain, I cannot express how badly my heart turns and flips inside of my chest when i think about the great out doors, the unknown of this world.. just traveling, i see shows about it and i get to anxious i feel that I could explode, that i am just going to fall over of exhaustion from being so worked up and excited about the thoughts and dreams... my desires.
my heart and eye's are even drawn to guys with the same passions... the three guy's I've perused or "dated" have had the same heart, something inside of them spins when they are faced with or think about hiking, camping, backpacking... the great outdoors.
I cannot even explain... how sick I feel right now, for this longing to leave is wearing me down....it's exciting me... it's almost so much so that it's burdening.. it's time to go.... in may I have the first small adventure... cross country road trip in the US.
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