love sick fish.

Have you made me out to be a monster in your mind? It seems the only way of letting go. you play all the actions and moments out a million times over again, till all you see is how wrong I was. But You, You are far to Beautiful. I've tried. And everytime I do I feel like a fool. I miss you more. I'm like a fish caught on a hook bleeding from the jaw, I can't excape, I can't get anywhere else. I'm trapped, by my own mind. Your not reeling me in, no. But I'm just there, swimming.. soon to be floating. Maybe I'll brake the line and escape. But this line in my jaw will still be there.. this badge, this scar,I don't want to give it away.